I truly don't want any back and forth. cause what else is there that needs to be said? jeffree is right - he did apologize, hairbyjay apologized - and I just want to move past it. it triggered me then and it triggers me now.
I just wanted to make this video to state that just because I'm moving forward (as I need to continue to make money for myself) - doesn't mean I'm "over it" , "moving on" etc.
I want to make it very clear I no longer want any association with Jeffree or Shane. they both made their characters clear to me.
I'm not perfect, I never claim to be - but I own up to my wrongs, my faults and if the triggers I've set off for anyone else unintentionally or otherwise, I apologize, make right, delete videos and don't repeat this behavior.
it's even worse when it's done privately behind people you trusted with your feelings and truth.
it's all disheartening and this is the worst loss I've ever felt so far in life
everyone thinks I'm a drama queen and I'm "always" in drama and that's fine if that's the perception cause I will never stay silent on harassment, abuse, manipulation, etc. if that makes me less of a person than oh well, I guess that's just one of many of my flaws.
I truly send no hate or ill will towards Shane or jeffree or Jay.
and I truly want to keep moving forward.
Home I just want to move on
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